I'm having a hormone surge. Not sure if the baby's having a growth spurt. I've certainly got visibly bigger in the last few days. I've also had a couple of haemorrhages this week (not vaginal), so I'm weak as a kitten and not yet on any treatment. SIGH.
I wish I could stop missing my ex. I still love him. I don't think there's any way round that to be honest. You can't just switch off after nine years. Well, apparently HE can, but I bloody can't. I'm getting used to it, but every now and then I see him and it TEARS me open that he's going back to HER.
The baby is very kicky now and my Fatbum is so lovely and affectionate. He really does get me through the bad days.
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